Jujur, dulu aku jarang bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah s.w.t. kurniakan pada aku. Tak malu kan? Tapi hari demi hari, pengalaman banyak mengajar aku. "Kebetulan" bukan datang daripada diri sendiri tapi Dia menganugerahkan "kebetulan" itu. Remind yourself to be thankful ;) More wonderful life to come.
Situation: Pernah sekali tu mogok dengan parents. Bukan sekali tapi dah banyak kali. Level touching tu over sangat. It really happened. Tak cakap, kurung dalam bilik, buat hal sendiri. It happened because I can't get what I want. It just a simple things and ways. Okay, aku ni homesick bapak gila taknak kalah sebab apa? Sebab, I had been living at home for 17 years. No hostel whatever. So, I'm the one who will tidy up the house and rooms no matter what. Senang cite tak boleh nak tengok sampah or bersepah ar. Fvcking no! So when I am tired in doing all that kind of routines, aku akan mengungkit. "Nobody help me", "tengok je org buat keje", "taknak tolong pun" So at that time, aku akan moody even it is a small thing. For me, it can spoil my day. But one fine day, tetiba istaghfar macam lain and nak self-reflection. Kept questioned myself, "why am I doing this?" "whats the point?" "Is this the only way?" And I'm cried on that time. Then, barulah keluar daripada bilik, joined them watched tv and start talking to them. A thing I realized, appreciate your family before they.............
